Farrah Fawcett : Sometimes The Loneliness Make Me cry

Farrah Fawcett sent  a series of heartbreaking love letters from her deathbed ...and they was not addressed to long time love Ryan O'Neal.
RadarOnline.com has exclusively  obtained  a series of private letters the late Charle's Angel star sent to Greg Lott ... the man who claims  to have been her college sweetheart  and with whom she had  a secret 11-year affair until her untimely death of cancer on June 25, 2009 , at the age of 62.
The stack of correspondence  has been provided  to lawyers representing  Farrah's alma mater , the Univerity of Texas , which is suing 72-year-old O'Neal over a missing Andy Warhol portrait , thought to be worth as much as $30 million.
As Radar was first to reveal Loft , 67 , is set to become  a star witness  in the art war  trial in support  of the institutio of higher learning .

The trial is set to commence in the Los Angeles  Superior Court in November .
But in a disposition  on October 24 last year , Lott provided a sensational  glimpse into the testimony he'll drliver  from the witness box m including  details  of the actress' sex life , their apparent interational jaunts together  behind-the-back of O'Neal , her often voliable  relationship  with the oscar winning star ... and their secret love letters.
"I think those letters speak for themselves,"  Lott  declared to lawyers .
Lott decided  to share  the cherished mementos ... and never before seen photographs , which show Farrah at her most candid ... after an attonery  for O'Neal  issured a statement  calling him a convicted felon  trying to make  a profit of a relationship that he termed " absurb and uncorroborated .

In another letter  , Farrah  defiant  after being told she had  not long to live . She even dreamed of of a redezvous  with Lott in Acapulco , Mexico , where she made the  the 1979 film 'Sunburn.'
Lets both stay positive  and count the days  until our Mexican vacation , she wrote.

The letter , dated  March 27, 2007 , also sheds light  on her strained relationship  with her steomother Sophie . She Married  James Fawett  soon after Farrah's parental mother  Pauline died in March 2005 .

In one corner  of this posthumous  love triangle  is O'neal , the father of  Farrah's son Redmond , the man who claims  she had  agreed to marry him on her deathbed . She died before the marriage  could take place .
Then there is Lott , the star quarterback  at Texas University in the 1980's . Who was left $100,000 in her will , O'Neal was bequeathed nothing .
Lott's journey back into Farrah's life  took ardurous  detours  through drug use  , two prison terms  and a battle with alcoholism .
"I lost her to Hollywood ," Lott has admitted in interviews  , "But I  f**ked up ... twice ... and I wasn't going to f**k it up again .
Stay tuned in , the trial begans next month  ..........